…Got Sleep?

3am.

I’m restless… Tossing, turning..all the questions I have, worries and my “to do” list circle around my mind..Why can’t I just turn my brain off? Anxiety is about to hit. Okay. Why am I doing this to myself? I finally realize, I’m going to be more tired throughout the day if I don’t get out of this bed. Sitting up, I glance over to where my husband sleeps. Out cold. As usual. I envy his sleeping habits. *Sigh*…This man sleeps like he’s in a coma! Slightly annoyed, I shake my head and smile.

Standing, I walk over to Aurora’s crib. She’s so precious.. I miss her when she sleeps 🙂 it’s amazing how much a baby changes in their first year. Her personality is blooming with expression. Always reaching over for another hug, already watching so intently as I apply my makeup..I love her little happy dance.. She’s turning into such a sweet little girl. Definitely seeing a little bit of sass in her from time to time.. Yup! It’s there. No longer a little baby, but turning into a little toddler! How did this happen??

I paddle my way down the hall to Noah’s room, and turn his nightlight on… I sit at the edge of his bed in wonder at the sight of how long he is! He’ll be turning 4 in October. Now let’s talk personality! Lol. There is never a dull moment with this little man around.. But really.. I am awe struck too many times as he shares some insight into his world. Life from the perspective of a 3 year old is more complex then we may believe. Complex in a good way. He sees things as beautiful or..”super cool!” even when they aren’t…I whisper a short prayer of thanksgiving. How did I get so lucky to be a mother to these littles of mine?

I kiss his brow and make my way over to the living room…

I’m a Mother. I’m a Mother? At times its still unreal to me. There are actual little people that depend on me. Wow…beautiful and terrifying all at the same time. Breath. Once more, I remind myself..the joy and blessings that come along with raising children faaar outweigh any of the fear or uncertainty that threaten to overwhelm me or take my sleep away 🙂 I can do this. Just take it one day at a time and don’t forget to enjoy the ride… 🙂

So, we had a little photo shoot at the house this past week! It was very easy going and stress free, probably because we were at home in our everyday environment. It wasn’t the typical frustrating  “what should the kids wear, we need to all somewhat match, sit still and say cheeeese…don’t move Noah…I’ll give you a treat if you just sit still….” Yesssss….It was an overall good, even fun, experience for the kiddos 🙂 Daddy was at work 🙁 But we’ll catch him next time 🙂 The awesome photographer  *Christian Garba* got some amazing candid shots! Here are a few more pics…

 

 

 

With all the uncertainties in this life, I often need to stop, take a deep breath, and remember to see the beauty that surrounds me. From from the sky to the ground that we step on, it’s all around us. But for me, it starts right here at home. I just have to take a look at the little blessings that grab hold of my finger and my heart each day… Thank you Lord for my precious children… They are truly a treasure in my life…

I have always loved quotes and riddles!!! Did you get the one that I posted on FB and Instagram?

 

Here it is again…

In all of life there seems a time

when wishes do come true…

Now this comes to let you know,

that we have someone new…

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Yup….Blessing #3 arriving this December!!! <3 

More details next time….. 😉

Have a great weekend guys!

*Be blessed*

Love you somethin’ fierce <3